Maybe it's just "Restless Heart Syndrome"

I've got a really bad disease

It's got me begging on my hands and knees

So take me to emergency

Cause something seems to be missing

Somebody take the pain away

It's like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
So send me to the pharmacy
So I can lose my memory
I'm elated
Medicated
Lord knows I tried to find a way to run away

I think they found another cure
For broken hearts and feeling insecure
You'd be surprised what I endure
What makes you feel so self-assured?

I need find a place to hide
You never know what could be waiting outside
The accidents you could find
It's like some kind of suicide

So what ails you is what impales you
I feel like I've been crucified to be satisfied

I'm a victim of my symptom
I am my own worst enemy
You're a victim of your symptom
You are your own worst enemy
Know your enemy

- Green Day